I am changing and growing as does the love we share.

To look back and see where I was and see where I am today and who I have come to be; honestly I have no words for you about that.
Coming from the one that has an okay way with words and is constantly writing...

I am no superior human to any other. 
I just have found my outlet.
I just have found my safe place.

With a pen and my notebooks, I get lost so I can find my way out again. New wounds that become scars, no big deal. It's part of the process of growing up, growing up.

It's true pictures never change but the people inside of them do. I know every defense mechanism in the book. Through growth, trial and error and accepting the help I need when it's there has really helped a lot.

Brandon,

You've always been there. You never let go, I don't think I will ever be able to put  anything into words to really explain what you have done for me. It's profound. This is a dream I have dreamed many times, even in past lives and from time to time it would happen again. I could never remember it or it came in just fragments but I get it now.

This reality is nothing but a place we will again have control over soon. What I am confused about is I had dreams of you long ago and now you're here. This is more than just a dream come true, this ignis fatus I created in the complex mind of mine corrupted my mind. Clear headed, smile on my face. It took time. Trust me, it took time.

I can't believe we stuck together so naturally and effortlessly, and from the first day we have been together since. Many more moments, smiles, art, and laughs to come. I respect you to the fullest extent, and I love you for exactly who you are. I love you more than any other woman besides your mother, ever has and ever will. I love you enough to push you to be the best you can be.

~Chelsea